I write this now well alive... but deep inside, a secret i hide... my thoughts haunt my dreams every night, these days feel like years and bite at me deeply, This silence is getting much too loud...i dont think my soul can take much more. These days and nights drain me more and more each day. My soul hurts and bleeds with envy and pain, i walk alone from this day on..there are absolutely no sounds that of which i hear. I walk along this road and come to two paths..Which path should i take? Should i take the path of risking my fragile little heart from being broken again, or should i take the path which guaranties me no heart break but also no love. what should i do? What does my aching soul say? The only thing beating here is my shallow heart. I cant go on, i cant take much more of this pain. but your love gives me some strength to go on and to take that risk. What should i do? my head is filled with thoughts, my heart oh so confused, but i don't know what to do. Some one save this life of mine. please.
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# Posted on Monday, 04 May 2009 at 8:28 PM
Edited on Thursday, 09 July 2009 at 8:53 AM

Little lost girl talks to threes =))))))))))))))))))

Little lost girl talks to threes =))))))))))))))))))
How can one smile such sweet smiles,when one is so saddened by sorrows for miles,how can I smile the same smiles when life brings me nothing but tears??
I wondered for so long,what reason you had to smile that long,to keep smiling though troubles come,and still remain sweet and silently overcome??It's such a mystery to me,your smiles from heaven with glee,I adore and yet envy thee,but I'd rather you smile those at me...I feel happy when I see you smile :) even if I'm sad and lonely,
your smiles bring me somewhere I don't even know where...But it was you,you gave me the reason to smile,
to smile with no reason,to smile for a smile :)
I guess life is just like that,we need not a reason to smile,for a smile is the reason itself,to rejoice and open-heartedly give thanks... :)
I learned to smile because of you,because your smiles bring me joy when blue,it proves how well and powerful,
a simple sweet smile can become so beautiful.. :) :D
Smile for the sake of a smile,smile for the sake of happiness,smile for the sake of life,smile because of hope left in life..^^
Smile my friends,smile for me my Love,smile those same sweet smiles,smile so the world can be a peaceful dove... :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) ;)
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# Posted on Sunday, 03 May 2009 at 8:11 AM
Edited on Saturday, 06 June 2009 at 5:57 PM

It's hard to find a friend who is 95% talented, 96% funny, 98% loving, 99% intalligent and 100% sweet, so don't u dare...lose me!!

It's hard to find a friend who is 95% talented, 96% funny, 98% loving, 99% intalligent and 100% sweet, so don't u dare...lose me!!
Friendship begins, and goes on forever,friend indeed don't put friend in mouth,just put in heart even five years no see,friend don't ask bagatelles,just wish everything goes well,friend don't disturb you,just give you the strength to go on,friend don't want got sth. from you,just love!!Friend always share the beauty of life,even more the hard time, friend goes together when the sun is shining,even more the raining day,friend pledge someday sth.,even more the actions,friend remember happy times past,even more now,friendship ends, and we pass away.
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# Posted on Friday, 01 May 2009 at 3:58 PM
Edited on Saturday, 20 June 2009 at 1:49 PM

...I'm for something mYstiCaL,HiSteRiCaL,DARK...intenZive,seXuaL....

...I'm for something mYstiCaL,HiSteRiCaL,DARK...intenZive,seXuaL....






Silence when we are walking,when we think.
Silence is what fills us all with a binding eternal link.
Silence in the little children,in the adults.
Silence wrapping around us all,pulsing in the walls.It fills this hollow world.
Silence is the choice we make,it is the death of this all............Silence is our fate.... ^^
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# Posted on Sunday, 15 February 2009 at 9:23 AM
Edited on Thursday, 09 July 2009 at 8:58 AM